In my current reality, my I-function is disempowering. At this moment, I want nothing to do with myself. I do not want to be the storyteller. I do not want my own construction of reality, but rather I desperately want to be free from my own experience of things. Why do I feel so limited and negative? Why can I not deal with what is out there? In my head, destructive pictures are being composed and self-deprecating thoughts are being concocted. Of course I hate this reality. Of course I want empowering images of what is out there and empowering ideas infiltrating my head. In this current state, more than anything, I want to feel like I did those mornings runni